April 17th

Screaming so fucking loudly inside.
I really really do miss you alot mum. Sometimes i do think again, did i made the right choice coming up, Things look so different when you're in it and not just looking from the inside. sigh, Coming up probably was a wrong decision, thats my only way of giving my Dad the only glimmer of hope. I really dont know what to do now. I REALLY NEED YOU MUM, I REALLY DO. sigh,
Sometimes I cry, Tonight is just one night.This tears that are streaming down my face.
I MISS YOU SO FREAKING MUCH! =((